Object of desire

A carrot from a supermarket collection.
As an object of desire.
Have you ever felt guilty just because what you enjoy doing the simplest things?
"I should do better! That's not enough!" You say to yourself..
Loving the concept and strategy seems pointless, the customers don't even get it and most of all you're not enjoying it.
I wish to get back the attitude of my young self, I wish to get back Silvia who loves carrots for lunch.